Today was one of the most sad days of my life. I was refused again for an internship. I have been shortlisted for five companies but finally selected in none. I feel like my capabilities have become zero or I was thinking too high for me. At this stage, I feel like I have no clear aim of what I want to achieve. I just wanted to make big. That was my habit.
This is too gloomy situation for me to face. I have felt at several point of times that I am making fool of myself and I was learning nothing but just aspiring to make my CV look good. I realized this while doing baja project(several times), mini P evaluation by Prof. PMV Rao, copying reports and assignments, rote learning for exams and many others.
I am feeling too low for me as if I can do nothing. Of course, I know that I should recover and go on and never repeat previous mistakes. But then, I do not know how?
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